Hm; this seems unhealthy & insecure. (baggy clothes, dishevelled hair, not fit, etc) - I think this is probably lazy/deceptive/weak of me, really, now that I've noticed this might be the case I think I'll work on counter-acting this a bit more. Although not to the extent of highschool; where I acted purposefully less intelligent to get more friends; how dumb are we. Oh well.
I guess realization is the first step towards change(s).
"I ain't happy,
I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but
Not for long
The future is coming on
Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs
And I'm under each snare
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional
What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy
To know the definition for what life is
For you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gunsmokin' righteous with one token
Psychic among those
Possess you with one go
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on"
'Clint Eastwood' by Gorillaz